We'll be taking Crushy in tomorrow whatever happens, as he needs to be looked at. The situation isn't good because if he needs expensive treatment we're not in a position to take care of that, as much as we love him. We also don't want to drag out his time if he's in bad shape, we don't think that's fair to an animal and we went through that accidentally with a misdiagnosis on our cat, Pixie, who was far sicker than just the thyroid condition we were having him treated for. Crushy's at least 13 (we'll never know exactly, as we rescued him from the street after he was abandoned by neighbors, which is why he was called "The Orphan", and where the name/character came from for the orange tabby in Beasts of Burden), it's very possible he's just leaving us, it's his time, and this is the last night we'll have with him. But we obviously want to make sure of what the situation is, it could possibly be high blood pressure and the medicine might be something we can scrape up month-to-month. We're unfortunately in freelancer cash flow purgatory during what has been a tough year (decade). Anyway, I know there are far more dire emergencies and greater causes out there, we're not looking for any handouts, just seeing if anyone wants some of our stuff cheaper than it usually goes for. Our art sales always go towards paying the bills, this one just happens to involve our pet who's going through his own rough time. We want to do right by him, it's not his fault we're not doing better.
Okay. Thanks for your time. Hopefully we won't have to post this sort of thing again. And hopefully tomorrow won't be as awful as I'm afraid it might be. Fingers crossed.